Maybe...

I have always been a click away from the dark side

Come on, life man.

I mean, I turned out good but…

From the beginning

Needed to silence all these voices

Needed to fill this vacuum

Needed to take control

Was sharp, got it from ma.

Notorious, can’t say it runs in the family

On the face though

Prolly the best anyone would ever wish for.

Night life.

Think about it for a minute

To most people? Stars and moon

To me? Everything else but darkness.

Wasn’t even old enough the first time

But yeah, it was great

Made me wonder,

Is this how great it is?

Coming back to life

Great too, but too judgy

I was just a small kid

But boy I had brains.

Hypocrisy. And the guts

Pretense, and the fakes

Adoration, from them

I called it quits.

Got a crib

There was sun

And solder

Then boom! All I ever wanted

They said no, but I ignored

He summoned me, gave him an eye

I walked out, started wandering

Solitude. Serene

Lights buzzing, made them

Bass

Got used to it

No, I loved it

Got intoxicated

Walked up the streets

Trust did the rest

Was way too good, anyway.

J, bro

Corny yet so humble

D, my guy

Thought you got me

Patience

Kindness and love

Humility, after all

Mom’s word was law to me

Yet here I am

Would have turned out differently

Still got the potential

And one hell of a story

G, the spot

L, the click

O, the turn

Always a step away

Humble yet so proud

Present yet so absent

Loving yet so toxic

I am what I am.

J, life came at me first

O, I see it in your eyes

E, hope for better days

Maybe.